Hilda in Africa

Sunday, June 01, 2008

RANDOM THOUGHTS and IMPRESSIONS of AFRICA so far

March 2008


After nearly two years of travel in Africa, it is time to reflect. I do not expect anyone to be interested, but for me these scribblings justify the journey….

During a short break in the UK, one of the most frequently asked questions was; "Did you see lots of animals?", and my reply had to be "No, apart from in the Game Parks. They eat them all". I visited my daughter in the Lake District: We sat in the sun outside her house and, apart from the sheep and cattle coming to drink in the nearby trough and the pheasants and partridges noisily running around getting ready to be shot at any day, we watched the various tits and woodpeckers munch from their nearby feeders, enjoyed the gamboling of four red squirrels a few feet away, watched the rabbits dash for cover to avoid the ever-watchful buzzards and kites and remembered to clear out the indoor mouse traps every day. Much of England remains!

It is reassuring to know that I have no fixed route and that I can therefore enjoy the journey as it happens. A book I once read said; “Travel with nowhere to go. That way you will be part of your journey and not a victim of it”. Try getting directions in Africa! You are confronted with the politest of people who certainly set out to be courteous and helpful. The fact that they do not know where you want to be directed to is not off-putting in the least. A vague hand wave my occur at best. I found generally that one asks three people and hopes that the two who agree may be right. But a little further on one is wise to repeat the action and then perhaps find oneself returning from whence one came…

The lack of a camera has not been a problem. A camera soon defines one as a tourist and I really have not needed one. If I want to remember something strongly enough to take a photo, I just look harder and try to leave an imprint on my mind. These days the internet is so full of magnificent photographs anyway, so that the most desired photos can only be of people one encounters. OK, I am a lousy snapper!

I know that many a friend and acquaintance thinks that ‘Hilda has gone Native’ because I ride on local transport and am not afraid to eat/live with the locals. It is really just a misunderstanding of what my trip is about. When in Rome …. In ‘Emma’s War’, the book about an English girl who marries a Southern Sudanese warlord, she tries to ‘go native’ when with him, but still maintains her Western dress and is frequently seen in Nairobi and London circles in the latest must-have fashion. One reads about many great cultural-difference-marriages which do not last, but where there is generally a similar educational background, the difference in skin-colour does not impede.

Within its vast space with endless tribes/languages and customs, the variety offered is so staggering that it is presumptuous to expect to understand and know any aspect very well. So whatever conclusions I come to are based on my incredibly small contacts. I am not an anthropologist and not an adventurer or intrepid traveler in the true sense. Of course I am not a tourist as I define it: Somebody with limited time and a budget to ease the adventure. Nor am I a backpacker as these tend to be young people either constantly on the move or caught in a community where they offer mutual support to each other. As an old lady, I am a bit of a shock to a ‘whiteskin’ (abroni in Ghana, farengi in Ethiopia, mzungu in East Africa) who is willing to eat their food on the side of the road and does not expect favors in overcrowded vehicles. Nor am I a revered member of the UN, an NGO, Peacekeeper, Medical or Religious Organization who gives their time so generously to relieve or uplift the plight of the locals.

Yes, I will always be an outsider, but I hope one who is willing to observe, absorb and leave a positive memory with those I encounter.

It is a great privilege to live with families whenever possible. I find it fascinating to just sit and take note of the way the women keep their households together. No matter what economic level a woman lives in, she is endlessly busy. In my society it is dusting, polishing or bed-making. Here, in the poorer communities, where there is no furniture to care for or cutlery to wash, time is taken up with pounding and planting; in a middle-class household, it is often doing ‘good works’ for the church or community; in affluent homes, it is working flat-out to pay for the nanny….. We need to fill that vacuum. Men seem far more capable of enjoying social contact without attendant children demanding attention. So what’s new?! Just my conviction that there is such a fundamental difference between the sexes that it cannot, indeed need not, be manipulated. Why can we not enjoy the fact that, in nature, the nurturing role is given to females? This does not exclude education, but acceptance provides stability. Women yield tremendous power in their homes, but just because it is not overt, it need not be regarded as ’oppressed’. Female circumcision amongst the Dogon women is revered as much as male circumcision. There too a first wife is chosen for social reasons by the parents and subsequent wives for pleasure/support. It is accepted and each has a status. In western society we are more and more unwilling to accept that one can work towards a stable family relationship (obviously not in every case where the mutual aims are not respected). Instead we exercise those compromising /problem-solving capabilities in the workplace. Would you dare to scream or slam a door at your boss?

I observed five female school and university students in a very traditional Muslim house in Mauritania. Three were wearing their milufas over jeans, one just a headscarf to show a bit of modesty as she was only 15 years old but happy to soon start covering up and the last, a glamorously dressed and made up student was happy to conform with traditional dress when she returned to her family in the Atlas Mountains. These girls were very educated and full of confidence. Similarly, in Mali it was totally accepted that the women had bare breasts. Erogenous zones move: In Mali it is the thighs, in the West we constantly change (lately to buttocks, but in the 19th century it was ankles). Shock horror when Janet Jackson reveals a nipple, yet virtually anybody can access bare nipples on the pornography internet sites. And in the UK we have the Page3 bare-breasted girls. What saddens me though is to watch western visitors to the African beaches, who are oblivious to the local customs, flaunting their bikini-clad bodies away from the accepted tourist beaches, in front of fishermen and boat-builders. So what am I trying to say? Just that we must not interfere with other cultures because we believe that our values are the best/only ones.

The equivalent of the ‘red tent’ exists in many African tribal traditions. Women who are regarded as ‘unclean’ during their menstruation are gathered in a separate hut where they stay until they are once again ‘clean’. How super! For a hardworking woman to have a few days’ break and to gather with other women to gossip away the day is a real joy.

Shopping in Africa too is a joy. Every market has a wide variety of goods on offer and one moves from one ‘specialist’ to another. Yes, it is time-consuming by western standards, but the joy of interaction and knowing that everyone is part of a vast, functioning economic system, leads to understanding. Just to see the acres of the ‘empty-container’ market on Saturdays in Lome (Togo) was a joy. In this poor country, nothing is wasted and one goes there to select one’s empty plastic bottles, cans or tins. Then they are in turn turned into a useful object…my favourite being the little Nescafe tins which become wick-lamps and look so effective in their hundreds at night when food stalls appear. By the way, if you ask for coffee in West Africa, you are given Nescafe. If you ask for Nescafe in Ethiopia, they look at you blankly: It cannot be had: real coffee is all they know!

Markets in some villages may only be once a month. One can be driving along a road and suddenly be aware of a vast tide of people laden with goods making their way to the local village. Later in the day they will be returning in droves once again, presumably satisfied with their day’s effort. One of the most striking aspects of markets today, though, is the vast array of Chinese-made goods. Plastic containers are the obvious items which have revolutionized the economy. To be able to collect water in a plastic can rather than balance a heavy clay pot on the head, must be wonderful! But anything you can think of has a made-in-China stamp. The downside of all this is that traditional skills are lost and traditional materials no longer produced.

Africans have are incredibly resourceful and it is a pleasure to see how they can solve problems with the minimum of materials available. I asked for a boiled egg in my hotel. Never mind that the cook did not understand what ‘soft-boiled' meant. He had never come across an egg-cup. When the egg arrived, it was comfortably balanced on a thick slice of cucumber which had been hollowed out….

In the past, waste was organic and goats were good cleaner-uppers. Today the amount of plastic detritus covering all of Africa is frightening. Rwanda being the exception of course! Plastic bottles, bags, and bowls litter everywhere. When a South African couple living in a village in Zanzibar organized a day of ‘clean-up’ with suitable entertainment and speeches and new litter bins, they hoped that the message got through. The next week there was not a bin in sight. ‘They got dirty’, was the reason for their removal, they were told.

Throughout my travels, the shop clothes’ models which are used to show off the latest fashion or just display what is on sale or the latest batch of second-hand clothes, are Caucasian. I once did a double-take in Nairobi when I saw an African doll (mannequin as we used to call it), but one gets used to the anomaly, and as someone said to me, there is still the wish to be 'Western' through ones clothes, so these old 1950s and 1960s sharp-nosed dolls from Europe, no doubt imported in bulk, are the way all clothes shops display their wares.

The second-hand stalls to be found in every town and city (often vast area of specialist markets), is a subtle indictment of our western values. When charity-shop clothes first appeared (Oxfam and the Salvation Army are the major suppliers), people were reluctant to buy them because they thought the clothes could only be those of dead people. Surely no one would throw away perfectly sound clothes? Slowly perceptions changed and buyers began to realize that these were indeed good clothes (better quality than the Chinese ones) and then it became a status symbol to buy clothes with creases from the shipping bales to prove that they were genuine charity-clothes. Now middlemen make vast fortunes out of this trade and sellers specialize in men’s’ or children’s’ etc clothes. Local cloth producing factories and clothes’ manufacturers employing thousands of tailors/seamstresses have been forced to close.

One day a local asked me about the way volunteers generally leave behind their worn out or still very serviceable clothes. I explained that they were probably going back to a cold climate and didn’t need them any more. ‘Also’, I said, ‘they probably have another six pairs of jeans in their cupboard at home’. This was met with disbelief!

Volunteers on the whole do much to leave the impression that we are all coming out to ‘do our bit’ and it is often difficult to persuade locals that these people are only a very small portion of our total population. And that some of us do not have unlimited money… and that we also have poor people and beggars on our streets…

Naturally the western media are always full of the problems of AIDS/HIV. Sadly I have been totally unaware of it and am obviously living in a bubble. Yes, I have been to Orphanages and been told that there are kids with AIDS, but as an outsider not speaking their language, it has passed me by. But there is a very vigorous awareness-making system through advertising and bill-boards in most countries. Except in Muslin ones. The minute I had left the Burkina Faso border and entered Togo, I saw a big poster in the Immigration office. Since then one is used to seeing the little red bow all over the place. But the stigma persists in a land where one’s male-ness is of paramount importance and where it is still necessary for men’s status to produce as many children as possible. In Ghana I saw a large anti-AIDS poster with a slightly skewed message: DON’T’S HAVE SEX it proclaimed. In some countries the hotels offer free condoms from under the counter or in the rooms. And in South Africa, they are in free dispensers outside health clinics and in toilets. I was once in Eldoret in Kenya when wanting to wash some clothes. Not having a plug in my wash basin, I used a condom from a box of 100 and it proved a most effective plug!

I often marvel at the way Africans can dress so superbly well and always look immaculate for church or school. They may have to iron clothes with a charcoal –burning iron on the bed, but they make the effort. The elaborate clothes worn in West Africa are always clean and the women there are constantly washing, much more than I can say for east Africa, although this is a terrible generalization. The one country where one instinctively knew that the person only had the one garment in which they lived and slept and maybe washed it once a year (according to our guide at the time), is Ethiopia where poverty is visible. There have been many social occasions when I really did feel ashamed of my casual dress and sandals.

I was caught short to reflect on our perception of unknown places when I looked at a set of six large murals around a hotel swimming-pool in Ouagadougou in Burkina Faso. The artist depicted scenes which showed people relaxing in various ways. One was of people on the beach, sunbathing. As the artist had obviously never seen the sea, he painted the waves as coming along the beach at right angles from one side to the other, rather than from the endless expanse of water.

Climatic and cultural differences determine the building style of a people. What has been very obvious to me though, is the generally incomplete or neglected state of so many homesteads. In some societies a hut or a house is burnt down or vacated after a death, but generally it is poverty or the lack of ostentation as I know it, that determines the poverty-stricken look so prevalent in Africa. Often houses started with cement blocks are left unfinished and then the goats seeking shade or weeds soon leave crumbling edifices. But it is only western sensibilities that are offended! I have been told that the same principle which one sees applied in Italy or Greece, applies here too: If a house is completed, taxes have to be paid. Another reason is also that the owner may be living abroad and sends money for building works when it is available.

Traditional ways of preparing food die hard. In cities with multi-story flats, special rules have to apply because the endless pounding of cassava or other foods disturb neighbours and threaten the fabric of the building. So special kitchen areas are provided on the ground floor.

African’s chronic inability to do maintenance and repairs to any kind of infrastructure is a real block to progress. Keeping a vehicle on the road is ingenious, but doing maintenance of the fabric or preventing a breakdown through servicing, is anathema. Putting plumbing in place is often part of new building; maintaining that operation is unheard of. And of course, there is not always constant piped water because of vandalism or other problems with infrastructure. Similarly one gets used to knowing that electricity supplies are never to be relied upon.

But one cannot escape the fact that Africans do not have western expectations of repair and maintenance. Once a thing is built or installed, it is never looked at again. I tried to teach my cleaning woman in the Addis Ababa hotel that walls and surfaces above the ground also need to be kept clean. But to no avail! People are generally brought up in unpainted houses/huts where the cooking fire keeps surfaces black, so no need to try and keep things ‘clean’. Floors and yards are kept immaculately swept, however. The argument that poverty prevents maintenance is often not valid. When men sit around because they do not have work, they could easily make an effort to repair things which do not need money. But they don’t. Aid agencies like to say they are listless because they are hungry, but I have yet to see that proven.

Education is as ever, a very problematic subject. Schools are difficult to control where the teachers themselves are badly educated and receive poor salaries. Often they need to do another job to keep alive and thus the children never know whether a teacher will be in or not. It is said that everyone wants to go to school, but it is not always possible and not only financial considerations, but social ones have to be considered. If the goats and cattle need tending, the ‘herd has to be there. And if the teaching is poor or just rote learning, this is not conductive to an enquiring mind being opened. Students will happily sing along a times-table to impress you, but ask a question, and they clamp up. I was told that if pupils challenge a teacher or ask questions, they can be failed for subordination.

Remnants of colonialist teaching remains in some countries where schools often assemble before lessons and the children then sing the national anthem whilst the flag is raised.

Paul Theroux, during his return to Africa after over 40 years, hopefully returns to the school in Malawi where he taught as a Peace Corp Volunteer. He remembered the immaculate lawns and sturdy, painted buildings. Before he arrived, he contacted the school and offered to deliver a lecture to the assembled students, but was ignored. When he finally drove up to the school, all he saw was groups of dispirited youths, crumbling buildings, overgrown lawns and simply no interest in him as a ‘world-famous’ author. No one had heard of him and no one wanted to know. Ouch!

Time is not important and many people do not know how to read it or cannot be concerned with dividing the day by the clock. In Ethiopia and along the Swahili coast, time is sensibly told with sunrise in mind. One o’clock is six o’clock our time. I spent 44 hours on a small fishing boat in the Zanzibarian Archipelago. The three fishermen worked together like a choreographed ballet. They just knew when to stop the engine, when to cook food, when to sleep, when the moon would rise for the actual fishing. Each man had his own task and carried it out with silent efficiency. For two nights I timed them and, despite there being no watch on the boat, they instinctively knew what to do when.

After months of travel by road, one does not query them. You just know you are in for a bumpy ride. The wonderful exception to this which reminded me of the endless tarred and vehicle-less roads in the remoter parts of South Africa, are the tourist roads in Tanzania which lead up to the major National Parks. Otherwise it is murram, a red clay-like soil which does not disintegrate into mud or sand and compacts very well into a hard surface but which eventually forms ‘designer-built’ potholes and fissures which demand very careful driving. Much worse are tarred roads which have deteriorated since Independence with no maintenance in sight. Those tyre-ripping potholes are really a test of any driver and I call them Slalom Roads. One has to drive to avoid the holes not the poles.


What is very reassuring is the fact that, in the more traditionally-built-up areas, the sense of community and loyalty to the extended family is reflected in the buildings and their proximity to each other. There would usually be some kind of compound around and within which various members live and share, whether they are traditional mud or reed huts or modern square concrete buildings. I receive much sympathy when I say that I only have a daughter and do not live with her. Within a compound a complex set of relationships may exist, but as they are all called ‘mother’, ‘brother’ or ‘daughter’ etc., they are without the cultural relationships of western society. In Kiswahili there is no distinction between ‘him’ and ‘her’ and I often tried to correct someone before I realized that I was as much a him as a her to them. The extended family and care for the community is constantly re-enforced; ‘What is mine is yours”. When I have paid someone for a service and enquire the next day about what the rest of the money will be used for, it has inevitably been spent or shared with the brother or friend who expects it. My exhortations of ‘If you do not keep and save some you will never be able to buy a bicycle/pay for school fees/start a business…’ fall on deaf ears. One can call it ‘the poverty trap’ or one can say that the idea of provision for tomorrow is not very strong or one can just admire their caring and sharing nature... One can admire the interdependence or reflect that that is why no-one gets to start a business (thinking of the early days in the USA when immigrants did so well or why the Indians are so resented here where they build up successful businesses amongst the Africans who have the same opportunities…).


Maybe I am too much in my dotage, but, when I recently told someone that my profession is 'old lady' he replied "old is gold". Respect for old age is still very strong, although one has to acknowledge that urban Africans are no longer so traditional. Their parents have provincial roots, but they do not.

On principle I do not give alms to beggars. It may seem mean, but this is often in an area where tourists are exploited or where the local religion demands that those more fortunate should give something. What I have been doing is to try and help individuals where I think it will make a difference to their lives. Things like opening a Bank account for a future vehicle, giving an unsolicited loan to start a business, depositing money for studies, taking on all-expenses paid journeys of discovery, membership of the British Council, contributing to a real and visual project (I still want to give an old car to a technical school for mechanical practice...) are the things that catch my imagination and where I am happy to join the thousands of well-wishers who have been aiding Africa for so many years. Conscience solved?


Often food like sugar, oil, salt is bought in very small quantities in plastic bags. Thus you buy enough salt for the evening meal only. It is not only because there is not enough money for larger quantities, but also because there is no storage space in over-crowded huts where everyone sleeps around the fire or on mats close to each other.

Traditionally cooking is done outside over a portable charcoal brazier and there is no definitive place for anything. I always like the idea of a shared container of food so that everyone can eat as much as they need and nothing is wasted though large portions. Scrupulously cleaned right hands are used and you dip into the platter/pot/bowl nearest to you. If someone wants to show respect or generosity, they may move a choice morsel into your area. All this is so practical in a water-short country where people are often nomadic and therefore do not carry too many utensils with them. When I am often given separate plates of food which I cannot finish, even if I insist on eating it for breakfast, I am told ‘it will spoil’ and it is then wasted. Being in a hot country with no refrigerator, means that everything gets eaten that day. The result is superbly fresh and healthy food. No chemicals or preservatives. And yes, there must be hungry people in Africa….but not as many as the media seems to make us think. I look at the soup kitchens in the streets of London and wonder…..


For those not able to prepare food, there are endless roadside establishments which offer a wide variety of freshly (on the spot) cooked foodstuffs and of course one is constantly bumping into food sellers who dispatch anything you can imagine, out of containers on their heads. Or you can order a take-away; the plate is covered in a plastic bag, food dished onto that and then the plate removed. Hey Presto! Often, whenever a vehicle stops, the passengers are besieged by such sellers and you can always be assured of having a drink, snack or meal passed through the window before your vehicle moves on. Where tables are supplied by the roadside, there is generally a bowl and jug of water for hand washing. Every eating establishment has a tap or container with tap where one can wash hands before and after eating. You might need to go to another stallholder to buy a drink to have with your meal, but this is accepted.

If one wants to have a ‘take away’ drink of the locally mixed fruit juices or cola extracts, the correct quantity is measured into a plastic bag and if you are lucky, you get a straw with it! …An instant drink-in-a-container!

In Dogon Country, where people lived isolated lives for many hundreds of years before being ‘discovered’, I was surprised at how quickly a recently-killed chicken was turned into a very tasty strew. When I asked to know how it was done, I became aware of the ‘secret ingredient’ which everyone uses: Maggi bouillon stock cubes…However, as it boasts meat extract, it is very difficult for vegetarians to sometimes eat a veg. stew. I have been told that most veg. sauces have a meat base.

Food is everywhere: Small plots of cultivated maize, cassava, beans, and pumpkins…fruit trees or wild spinach; In the Atlas Mountains the rare round Argon fruits are collected by goatherds for that superb cooking oil. Herbs and spices and bushes of the little very strong chilies abound. Nothing is ever wasted or not used for something. Goats inhabit all built-up places and were, with chickens, the traditional cleaner-uppers. Now they have had to learn to avoid plastic. In dry areas, vast herds of cattle are carefully husbanded and in more built-up areas, cows are kept in sheds adjacent to or near habitation. This is called zero grazing and is just a very traditional method of ‘battery farming’. Owners go out and cut tall Napier grass or similar for the cow who provides milk and never grazes. This way the animals do not need a cow-herd or spoil the small grazing spaces. I always have to laugh at the small squat goats of West Africa (not the ones which give milk which are used in appealing photos to your conscience for Xmas gifts) and, in Zanzibar, at the incredibly long-legged chickens which seem to float above the grass.

Rice-growing is surprisingly common in Africa. Or at least I am surprised because I always associate it with the paddies of the Far East/India. In West Africa they called them rice swamps and in East Africa I have heard them referred to as rice farms or fields. On Pemba Island, I had a good look at the hard work that goes into preparing the small water-flooded fields which are owned by families. The sprouted seeds were being planted in muddy ‘nurseries’ and will be panted in water in neat rows when they are long. But what is time-consuming to see is that the women who are harvesting the rice have a small knife in the hand and each ear of grain is cut individually. By the time the whole process outside the hut of drying and winnowing has been done, the cost in human work-hours is tremendous. However the amount of large 110kg sacks of rice being loaded on the Liemba cargo ship on its weekly journey up and down Lake Tanganyika, which had been cultivated around its shores, astounded me. Africa can be very productive.


Somehow, without planning it, I have been very fortunate with the weather and fruits of the season. How could I have planned it any better to see the wildebeest migration? Pure luck! Similarly with the fruits in season (Bananas are always available). In the hills in Togo I had been living in Mango Heaven where the sides of the road were yellow with dropped fruit and one just bent down, consumed a fruit and repeated the action endlessly. In Kabale it was Passion Fruit Heaven. Liz and I always made sure we had a supply of freshly-made juice in the refrigerator and because I was on a course of antibiotics for bronchitis, I needed to eat natural yogurt and this was a wonderful excuse to have one of my favourite foods: yogurt with passion fruit. After that came Tanzania and I fell into Avocado pear Heaven! During my 'cultural tour' near Arusha, we walked all over the place and every path had trees laden with lemons and the ground was strewn with avos. The locals simply did not gather these fruits and they were too far from the main road to make gathering and selling a profitable option. I returned laden with fruit and all the lemons I needed to go with them. During our safari, my little group enjoyed these fruits with me. The cook did not think it a worthy food to dish up. Although bananas are always available, Zanzibar with its very large variety of exotic fruits was tops for that particular Heaven. Of the 30 varieties to choose from, most are used in cooking, although I did manage to sample quite a few types from very long to tiny small-bite-size as well as ones with a small black pip. The giant wild bananas one finds in the indigenous forests and which are not edible to us, are popular with monkeys who litter the floor below with their marble-sized pips.

Just as food and its consummation adapts to the climate and culture in which it is consumed, Religion does the same.

Black Africa is still very dual in its beliefs. Although Christianity has an extremely strong influence on most people and their lives are often dominated by singing, hymns and studying the Bible, they are also very influenced by their traditional beliefs and customs.

On the beach in Nouakchott I saw a woman appease the spirits with incantations, throwing leaves into the sea and then opening two cartons of white milk to solemnly pour these into the oncoming waves. White is part of the libation used to pacify the spirits and once, in Lome, when a devote Christian Guide and I had been to a sacred waterfall and we saw white cloths, white candles and white bananas which had been used for some or other ritual by the fall, he was amazed. As a 37-year old Christian he could not accept this ‘backward’ religion. I explained that there are all kinds of religions and that Christianity is not the one and only. Later that night he came to me in quite a state of unrest because I had caused him to rethink his own beliefs.

I do not like to think that I take people’s belief away from them, but when one travels through the world, one simply has to accept that there are many versions of GOD and that they will all give succour of some kind or another. I loved the way the Friends (Quaker) Church in Kenya has adapted. That very calm and quiet 17th century discipline is, like other Evangelical Churches throughout Africa, incredibly noisy with rousing speeches, loud music, singing and dancing in the aisles. Charles Fox should be spinning in his grave, but he was a man of his time and no doubt would approve of their efforts to keep the congregation happy.

As much as I enjoy the comfort of my western upbringing, after so many months in Africa, it is interesting to see how my standards have evolved. I always think of Albert Schweitzer in this regard. When he was successfully establishing an African hospital in Gabon at Lambarene in the 1950s, he recognised that he needed to relax the very strict western standards of cleanliness that he was trained to uphold. Visitors were shocked to see people on the floors, families feeding their sick ones in the wards, general 'mayhem' around. Yet he was successful and became famous for his pioneering work. And he maintained his western standards through his violin-playing. The two can go together. In Addis Ababa, however, I saw another version of an African Hospital. This was the famous Fistula Hospital where women, who have been damaged through childbirth and, with subsequent bladder and bowel incontinence, have been ostracized by their families and communities. Here they arrive in a smelly, physical and mental state of despair and non-existent self-esteem. They are put in warm baths for the first time in their lives, then into a ward with beds with mattresses and clean sheets. Having always slept in crowded dark rooms in the dark in their day clothes with maybe a communal dirty blanket for warmth, this was an unimaginable experience for them! And then, not to smell any more and to feel whole and to have confidence through the other patients; to have learnt to read and write and skills to help earn a living and then finally to go back to their village in a new dress; this is so different from the usual hospital situation that one can but admire the work done there. By the way, it is deservedly recognised as the best hospital in Africa and is totally funded by voluntary donations. So here we have the two situations and I am accepting of them both. I can happily walk in dirty, uneven streets, accept the many stalls selling everything you can ever imagine for sale, be frustrated by the lack of 'service' in restaurants yet not think twice about it, and then be pleased if I ever find a clean toilet in a 'luxury' hotel. And I can now identify what is 'normal' and what is 'poverty-stricken'. I think this is often difficult for first-time visitors to Africa. And let me assure you the latter is not nearly as bad as I saw in India! Poor Africa really has an identity crisis which the 'charities' often milk for their own do-gooding reassurance. My usual cynicism comes through!
It was very illuminating to read a book which was written in 1962. ‘The People of the Sea’ by David Thompson. The author was in search of local legends about seals and visited remote fishing communities on the coast where he saw and stayed in thick mud huts with local plant-material roofs. There were no windows and animals slept on the one side while the cooking fire was in the centre. People wore essential clothes made from local skins or roughly made woolen cloth. They used knives, lamps and carried water for miles. Food was limited and monotonous. Mythical or real stories were told around the fire at night and these were the ones which the author was collecting. He traveled extensively for a number of years there before life was changed forever: in Ireland and Scotland. So, can Africa also change? Of course it can, but it has to come from within. Subsistence farming in remote areas does not encourage expensive houses and facilities. Strong communal family ties hold together communities which will fall apart if there are no children to follow in the daily lifestyle. Yet when the African mentality, which will not gladly sit at a factory belt for 8 hours or will give a job to a competent worker rather than an unskilled relative, is taken into consideration, the change will inevitably be very slow. Beware the foreigner who imposes other demands! When we put our hands up in horror at the low wages paid, I remember the rubber gatherers on Pemba Island who have the rest of the day at their disposal for working on their own farms (shambas) after a 3-hour paid working day.


When I think of my privileged upbringing in South Africa with Western values, what did I, as a 15-year old reading my text-books, know or understand about ‘The Horrors, The Horrors’ of Conrad’s Heart of Darkness? Similarly, how could a student living in a mud hut with no running water or electricity, doing the same exams, understand the niceties of Austen’s late-18th century marriage-making in English Society? In the 1970s, I was ‘sad’ to see how the SA Universities had had to ‘lower their standards’ to be able to help the large numbers of ‘black’ students being admitted to them. But it is necessary to accept that the old standards of Western Education as imposed on ‘black’ Universities like Fort Hare (SA) and Makerere (Uganda) Universities, were unrealistic. One has to accept that different standards/values apply in a different world. A backpacker I chatted to told me that when she was recently traveling through SA, because of security, the most difficult place to get entrance to was the University in Durban. By the way, for those not familiar with the SA history relating to Apartheid, even in the 1950s, I mixed and studied with Indian and African students. I doubt that that was the case in the south of the United States of America.

I cannot but think of The International Trial in The Hague of Charles Taylor (Liberia/Sierra Leone) as a bit of an elaborate farce. The Prosecution staff is large (I met one of the many lawyers in Sierra Leone who told me a bit about it) and Charles Taylor is happily milking the system whilst complaining that his Defense allowance of 500,000 US$ a month is not enough. Who are the suckers? I suspect we are....The Rwandan Genocide trials in Arusha also make me squirm at the waste of public funding where Western Civilized rules are being applied to an African problem. Sometimes we apply our rules and sometimes we say ‘do it your way’. How confusing is that? Probably the best ‘easy read’ book about Rwanda, is “We wish to inform you that tomorrow we will be killed with our families” by ….. He also comes to the conclusion that the Western way of dealing with the aftermath is totally wrong and contrary to African ways. Is it just the West now wanting to get in on the act to assuage its own guilt for not having prevented the bloodbath? Sam Kiley, in a TV film called Genocide’s Children (Channel 4 Nov. 9th 2007), warned that Rwandan exiles are being reared for a new genocide. (Sad to have my own feelings confirmed). Are we aware? Are we capable of positive action?

One luxury good which is still much sought-after is a car. West Africa is very well-placed to be supplied with our cast-offs. In Sierra Leone there is a traditional arrangement with Belgium for secondhand cars to be delivered in the docks. So the cars there are known as ‘Belgians’. Togo, a poor country, has a vastly sophisticated container port outside Lome where containers of second-hand cars are loaded onto trucks and then driven through the corridor of this elongated country to Burkina Faso, Mali, Chad, Niger, and Mauritania. Quite sensibly, there is no point in importing new vehicles to these countries with their bad roads.

Post Offices are no longer as important to travelers as they used to be. When I was back-packing nearly 50 years ago, one’s only affordable contact with family and friends was thorough letters and cards. In places like Tangiers, one constantly came upon hopeful people outside the PO waiting for the promised cheque which they would assure their hotel manager or landlord, ‘was in the post’. No excuses like that today. Western Union does the job and instant cell ‘phone and internet access keeps one in daily contact. So the African Post Office has minimal services. Postmen are unheard of and one collects post from a set of sealed boxes adjacent to the PO. There have been times when I managed to locate a PO in remote areas where the person in charge does not have the correct denomination stamp or change. In Ethiopia it is impossible to send a parcel from anywhere except Addis itself. This has no doubt also to do with their incredibly convoluted security system where all parcels have to be minutely inspected and described.


Africa has gone through a phenomenal communications change over the past few years. The mobile telephone network has made it possible for people to be in touch as never before. Not only does it mean that medical emergencies in remote places can be dealt with swiftly, but small-scale banking is making it possible for everyone to be in charge of their finances without having to go to a Bank. They can talk endlessly and thus keep up those essential family/community ties; they can organize demonstrations or pass news very quickly; they are totally unaware of mobile-manners and would loudly chat in the most public or intrusive places. All this and much more makes me wonder why things have not improved…. But Lateral Thinking is the answer to many African problems and one can but hope that the use of this kind of technology will speed up essential changes. There are innumerable street-side booths where one can make telephone calls. The competition is great amongst the Providers and one of their advertising gimmicks is to paint your booth for free in their colours. But that service is already getting less popular as more and more mobile (cell) ‘phones are sold. Technology and prices have already moved on to such an extent that just about everyone has a cell phone. Or the booths offer the services of both, depending on the network you wish to contact. It is actually cheaper to use a mobile connection than a land line. I am constantly asked for my telephone number and there is a sense of surprise that I do not walk around with a 'phone. The new trash in Africa is changing too. Included with the myriads of plastic bags and bottles, there are little strips of plasticated paper littering the roads: These are the used voucher strips with pin numbers for cell phones. It has been difficult to find out what people call them. They look at me in astonishment when they realize that I am asking for a name for the thing! I’ve heard them called ‘short cut’ but otherwise it is just the name of the manufacturer or simply ‘2000 voucher’ or whatever is the denomination one wants to buy. In a continent where the concept of saving for the future is anathema, there is no hefty telephone bill to look at the end of the month! Cynically, I am moved to repeat what I mentioned in Ethiopia. There, because of the very draconian hold on the people, txt-ing on cell phones is impossible/illegal. A few years ago they were used to great effect to start a demonstration against the dubious results of an election. The subsequent riots and brutality with deaths and imprisonment was blamed on this easy way of getting a crowd to gather.

TIA: You are returning to your Hotel after supper. It is dark and the sandy path is edged with bushes; ideal for an urgent pee. As you squat, a man walks down the road towards you and says “hallo”. You reply in embarrassment and jump up to rejoin the road. He follows up your greeting with sentences in his own language and you begin to explain that you do not understand. Then he passes you, still happily chatting on his mobile ‘phone…

Thank goodness there is a changing perception about giving Aid. Recently, CARE, a humanitarian group, turned down $46,000,000 worth of food aid from the USA, saying that it is sold by charities to finance anti-poverty programs but this results in low-priced crops being dumped on local markets and small-scale growers then cannot compete. Dumping cheap crops undermines local agriculture. This is different from emergency food aid for famine or drought. The other side of this trade too is that shipping companies get lucrative contracts to transport grain over 4 to 5 months and 2/3 of the money spent by the Govt. on food aid goes into packaging and shipping. The EU has replaced food aid with cash to make sure that help gets to poor countries more quickly.
Back in Zanzibar (direct flight now with Ethiopian Air) and I stayed in my little hotel which is much used by resting Volunteers. The same old story of corruption and mis-management and inefficiency by not only the locals, but the good people who come here to ‘leave a mark’ I suspect. In England I was reading again about how you can invest in Africa, but it is with the proviso; ‘African Funds are only for the most gung-ho of investors, who can afford to take a long term view and risk substantial losses’ (Sunday Telegraph Oct. 28 2007). It does not encourage me to even try to invest my own money while I am here when locals see one and immediately stick out a hand for money. I persist in loving the place nevertheless. And my opinionated remarks can rile and activate your conscience. Come and see!


To come to the end of my cynicism, let me just quote a recent Oxfam Report: War in Africa has cost the continent at least 280billiion US$ in 15 years- as much as the amount given in international aid over the same period... 38% of the world’s armed conflicts are being fought in Africa. And what I was very disheartened to learn is that about 95% of AK 47s in Africa came from the West. The joys and frustrations of living in Africa!

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

STARS!!!

JANUARY 2008

MALAWI AND ZIMBABWE

PHOTO?



We give ‘stars’ to people who do well in tests or places which are rated for a myriad of reasons. When John Simpson’s report about Zimbabwe was being aired on BBC World on my Hotel TV, it was suddenly blanked out and I was later told that it was not so much the Government which was objecting, but the Hotel being discrete because it is patronized by Mugabe-supporters. Do they deserve stars for being ‘good boys’? Or does Simpson deserve a star for ferreting out all the most disagreeable bits about the country he could find?

I was in a rush to get to South Africa due to time-shortages, so cut out Malawi (which I had often visited in the past, although the last time was in 1967) and flew from the spread-out capital city of Lilongwe to Harare, the equally modern and busy capital of Zimbabwe. Lilongwe had begun to prepare me for the many ‘westernised’ shops and eating outlets I would be seeing from now onwards. The busy streets of traffic and wide boulevards of both cities were quite a culture-shock.

As this was essentially the end of my trek, I decided to indulge in Harare’s best and famous Hotel: Meikles. It has a 5-star rating and for me, having started the New Year after sleeping on sacks of hard cassava in a dhow, it was as though the place had 10 stars! It was the chocolates on the pillow that did it….

Simpson probably stayed at Meikles, but did he mention it? With its excellent service and large spread of food in the remaining open restaurants one can just as well be in any luxury Hotel anywhere in the world. Did he go shopping in the mostly open and functioning shops where the stocks might be low (except for electronic dealers who had very active businesses) but where well-dressed people nevertheless browsed and bought? Did he witness the long queues of patrons day and night at the multi-screen cinemas? Looking for an Internet Café was like bumping into bookshops on the Charing Cross Road. Everywhere! Just like the fruit and other item sellers who have reappeared on the streets after their horrific removal a few years ago. People are friendly and resigned to doing slow but passable trade. At the bus-stations the busses and mini taxis were doing a busy trade and the streets were not overcrowded, but sufficiently busy to need their traffic-light controls. I had to double-take on seeing clean cars with only one driver and no passenger! Most of my African journey thus far has been in countries where a vehicle did not move until it was fully occupied and more. No doubt I missed Simpson’s photos of the very large but orderly queues at the Banks. It was the end of the month when salaries are paid in, new ZW$20,000,000 notes had been printed and it still takes a long time to count out the large stacks of money everyone has to carry about. I mention this because it is often annoying when only one side of an argument is shown to the world. The same kind of media coverage was done during the Apartheid years in SA and yet acceptable lives went on for very many people. The media only focuses on what is bad or unpalatable and this will make it more difficult for a country to recover once a new regime takes over.

Today the world thinks that Zimbabwe is not worth visiting. Yet my very short and limited visit there was filled with hospitality and good cheer. I walked the inner streets of Harare without fear and spoke to whomever I could. ‘Things are not as bad as a few months ago’ was the usual reaction to enquiries.

But I am not complacently denying what the outside world says. Of course things are in an unacceptable state. All I want is to ask tourists to return and see for themselves; to experience the great hospitality and friendliness of the people; to put their money into the hands of those who are suffering as a result of the lack of business; to defiantly show a politically corrupt nation that ordinary people matter and will survive long after they are overthrown.

An example of the corruption I speak of: The Manager of the Hotel Club took a fancy to me when I used his internet facilities and invited me for coffee early one evening. Delicious snacks were presented to me and the two men sitting around a low table with all the latest magazines. I chatted to the men and we did a bit of lighthearted bantering which continued when a very attractive and well-dressed lady appeared, introduced herself to me as Sharon and greeted them with kisses. I returned to a book and realized that this was a pre-arranged meeting. Talk was political. Sharon had been to a Political Rally that day and reported to the men. Then they discussed the need to motivate the youth of the country before the election. At 7.30pm I decided to leave them to it and as I left, Sharon good-naturedly called out to me, ‘By the way, Hilda, my surname is Mugabe”.

The next morning I was having breakfast in the Club Dining Room when the Manager came in. I asked him about the meeting and he said that the three had been there until nearly midnight. The two men are MPs and Sharon is the niece of Robert Mugabe. She wants to be a politician and the men wanted funds from her family connections with which to ‘bribe/motivate’ young people to vote for them. Trillions of ZW$ were discussed, I was told. What’s new?!

On the Sunday of my stay, I went to the Anglican Cathedral for the 11am service, hoping to meet the Acting Bishop and his wife (friends of a friend). They were there but understandably pre-occupied. The previous week a judge had solved a very divisive problem by deciding that the Acting Bishop and the dismissed incumbent Bishop were to share the Cathedral for their respective services. The latter is a traditionalist and strongly disagrees with the Archbishop of Canterbury who accepts homosexuality. He was sitting at the altar and the left side of the aisle was filled with his followers who started to sing loudly for nearly ½ hour. They were being ‘whipped-up’ and I would not say that any of the songs and chanting had anything to do with the Anglican service. Interestingly, some members of the Mothers’ Union in their blue and white ‘uniforms’ were supporting one side and others were supporting the other side. Eventually the Acting Bishop left where he was sitting in the back row with his wife and went forward to address his congregation on the right side. An argument arose between the two men, service papers were twice grabbed from the Acting Bishop’s hands and flung across the altar steps and voices were raised. Two policemen walked to the front of the nave and accompanied the two Bishops to the vestry. About an hour later I passed the Church Hall where a traditional Sunday Mass was being conducted. A temporary solution to an intractable problem.

By this time I had had enough and walked out with a retired ex-teacher called Heather who had been filling me in on the ecclesiastical row. We were the only white-skinned people there. Heather took me around the quiet cloister which in previous times was a repository of memorials for all the eminent white Rhodesians/Zimbabweans of the last century. Today all the hundreds of plaques have been removed (unless physically impossible) and a great part of history is lost. Heather, though, was like a Tourist Guide and despite the sadly empty spots, she could tell me where everyone had been commemorated and what they were famous for. She had also known virtually everyone thus lost to identity. A small pin on a bench where a few hundred brass plates had told a story, reflects where her brother, who died as a pilot in WW11, was commemorated.

Heather is one of those forgotten pensioners whose monthly Zimbabwean pension can ‘buy a loaf of bread’. Fortunately an organization called SOAP (Save our Old Age Pensioners) comes around twice a week and hands out food and other essentials. I was being patronizing, but as I had far too many boxes of antibiotics, bandages, envelopes and pencils etc, I invited her to my room to take these items to them. She knows Meikles well, but had never been to the rooms. Her life-style put her in awe of the endless, warm, strongly-flowing water, (“I will not flush the toilet to save water”), the great variety of unguents, soaps, writing materials, rolls of soft toilet paper, multi-screen TV, iced water, uninterrupted electricity and so on. The cleaning staff was passing the room and very generously gave her handfuls of soap, shampoo and toilet paper. I liked the way the black staff were happy to give to a white woman in need, although, at other times, I was frequently accosted by members of staff who wanted to tell me about how harsh conditions were and beg for money (I suspect it is a nice little earner). We made up two large bags of goodies and I accompanied her to her bicycle. Only then, when I saw her cardboard-box-covered bike, did I realize that her financial situation had turned Heather into a ‘bag-lady’ and I wondered whether any of those items will reach SOAP.

The overseas newspapers write of shortages, but nowhere did I see hungry people like I did in Ethiopia and when I went to a bakery shop late in the afternoon, I was told that there was no more bread that day, but plenty of buns, cakes, doughnuts, cupcakes, Madeira cakes and so on. OK, I am prejudiced and should be tied down… Just visit yourselves!

After four days in Harare and an 8-hour luxury (only people on seats allowed) bus-ride away, I was collected to stay on the ranch of friends. Once again I am prejudiced because my hosts are life-long Zimbabweans who know and understand the country very well. Despite having experienced all of the troubles reported through the international media, they have survived, live in harmony with squatters on their land and are being productive. Another 5-star place from which to celebrate the end of my trek! Five days later and we were over the border and in South Africa.

The Africanisation of this more-American-than-America country is also going at a pace, although one cannot see it when driving along wide tarred roads with thousands of cars bumper to bumper for hours. However, electricity blackouts have hit with a vengeance and it has given rise to many jokes. Perhaps you would like to hear this one?

Q: What is the difference between the Titanic and South Africa?

A: At least the Titanic had all lights blazing as it went down.




END OF BLOG ENTRIES UNTIL I GO TO SUDAN/EGYPT IN APRIL/MAY

Saturday, January 19, 2008

MOZAMBIQUE January 2008

N.B. We are waiting for photos...


PHOTO ; PHOTO AT END OF CHAPTER?

Removing trees from track.

Having a beer at Lake Niassa




I’m…….GET ME OUT OF HERE!


When I was recently in England, the programme ‘I’m a Celebrity, Get Me Out Of Here!’ was on TV and , although I can never see myself eating live worms as some of the contestants have had to do, I know the feeling of ‘This-is-not-quite-where-I-want-to-be……’

The only way to drag myself out of Zanzibar (one night turned into nearly three weeks), was to book a flight to Mtwara near the southern border of Tanzania.

Thus 2007 ended very successfully when I stayed in a hut/house built by an Australian lady who wants to settle in a remote village near the border with Mozambique. Conditions were basic but the gentleman and his woman who looked after me were superb hosts. He used to be a Benedictine Priest and still plays the small, rickety (give it a push and pull to get the keys unstuck while playing) organ in the vast nearby RC church. Despite these Christian beliefs, the first thing he did for me after I entered the hut was to push a piece of millet stalk into the thatch above the door to ‘keep out bad spirits’.

I bought the food and his lady cooked…a very successful arrangement! Patricia had left her bicycle (21 gears!!!...never before seen in Africa!) for my use and it was wonderful to just explore the nearby villages and tracks.

A few days before Christmas, we went to the church and I saw the local man who arranges the Nativity display every year, finish it off by sowing millet seeds on the sand in front of the beautifully carved figures. A few days later, this was a thick carpet of ‘grass’ two inches long!


2 x PHOTOS? From James’s camera….


The Christmas Eve service eventually started when the generator got going. In the heat of the evening about 600 people crowded into the church and there was inspired singing, prayers and endless scenes I was too far away to see…although the three wise men were a very active and laugh-inducing trio as they played to the audience up and down the aisles. Just as the host was being offered and queues forming, the generator packed up and the church erupted into frightened screams in the dark. Chaos prevailed and I never saw if that part of the service was ever concluded after two heat-filled hours.

In my hut I often listened to the BBC World Service which was covering the Kenyan Elections before and after Polling Day with discussion, good humour and optimism. The only discordant note was to hear from someone that some of the Asian community has closed their businesses and gone across the border for a few days. No doubt they had returned, thinking all was well before the troubles started.

After the pleasant break in my ‘own’ home, I returned to Mtwara and met Alex, a young post-grad Brit, at the bus/truck-stop early the next morning. He was going south to meet up with his sister and proved to be delightful company. We were both intending to cross the river Rovuma which is the border between Tanzania and Mozambique. Despite the driver trying to persuade us to pay double so that we could depart, we refused and eventually, four hours later, he managed to fill the truck with enough passengers to justify the trip. Standing in the hot sun in a jam-packed pick-up truck for many hours of very bumpy roads is neither a good start to a trip nor a good ending to 2007. It was the 29th December and we hired a dugout canoe to pole us across the river. 40 minutes later, having fought strong currents, sandbanks, islands and hippos, our exhausted polers got us across and a tractor took us the 4km to the Immigration/Customs buildings. This was a small village with no facilities and no transport that day.

Alex and I slept on the concrete in a half-built house and were up at 5am, hoping that someone would be departing. All that happened was that a South African man in a 4x4 arrived at 6am, intending to catch the last car ferry going north for a week (neap tide makes the river too shallow). There was a chain with ‘STOP’ hanging from it across the road and no sign of officials, so we dropped it for him so that he could go and warn the ferry that he needed their service and then return to do his paperwork. The second he crossed the chain, the place was alive with Police and Immigration officials in their neatly-ironed shirts….

The outcome of all the fuss was that our passports were demanded (we refused so Alex was hand-cuffed) and bribes expected. We refused again and they gave up on us for being the usual penniless backpackers and because the car-owner was a much better bet for something. He resignedly paid up and we never saw him again, so maybe the ferry was still there… Incidentally, the Immigration blokes were totally out of touch with the ferry despite there being a telephone number the car-owner had been given. It just had nothing to do with them….Thus our introduction to Mozambique.

Late that afternoon Alex and I managed to get a lift on a truck and when we arrived in our village by the sea, managed to arrange a dhow for early the next morning. At 3.30am we left our hotel without food and walked the 1km through waist-deep water to get to our dhow. I was to become very adept at carrying my full and small rucsacs on my head in the next few days….

In the afternoon the wind became so strong that the small boat had to turn back to the last port of call. By this time I was the unofficial bailer-out and it had become a full-time job! We waded through the usual 1/2km of waist-high water (the tides go out for ever) and then walked about 3km to the nearest village where we managed to find a tin of condensed milk and a packet of biscuits. As the only food for the last day of 2007 it was not quite the way we had envisaged celebrating that night. Alex’s sister is a chef in a luxury Lodge further down the coast and he had intended to be there by then. But in Moz. one can never plan anything…

We slept on the boat…Alex at an angle as it settled into the mud at low tide and I constantly adjusting to the very uncomfortable sacks of hard dried cassava pieces below me. The skipper had said that we would be leaving at 3am, but by then the boat was totally stranded in the mud of low tide, Alex’s shoes had been stolen from the dhow during the night and we had to trek with our luggage deeper into the sea to another dhow which left at 5am.

Thus was started 2008.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Apart from the sun/wind-burn one suffered, it was good to follow the coast in a southerly direction. Later in the day we landed at a village where a visiting family who had come to the seaside for the first day of the year holiday, promised us a lift towards the Lodge that afternoon. I swam and Alex brought out his kite-board to the amazement of the locals who had never seen such a thing! The wind was strong and the kite and strings ended up in two palm trees. All very exciting for the locals although a bit worrying for Alex. Order was restored and we bought a full tank of petrol for our corpulent host and his corpulent wife and all their children and grandchildren.

Squashed into the car we set off and it was soon obvious that our host may have made a lot of money, but did not know how to drive…When we were stuck in the sand, he and his wife sat inside, revving the engine, whilst we all tried to push and pull. Starting in gear had not been learnt…. Ultimately I counted 30 souls around the car as passers-by helped out. The engine eventually started and the pushers then demanded money from Alex. He was not in a good mood with Moz. by then!

We arrived at the Lodge and Alex was happy to be staying with his sister. I had to pay too many US$ per night and, as there was no lift out the next day, the two nights there cost me the equivalent of two weeks’ of my backpacking budget. My precious Dollars saved for Zimbabwe had to be spent which lead to endless financial problems later on. Thus my mood about Moz. was also not a happy one….

In fairness, the Lodge was ‘luxury’ and not the most expensive of the selection along the coast/nearby islands. But I do question the eco-friendly nature of these places. I have visited some others and eaten in some of their restaurants but never considered affording a night. In this particular one, the large mosquito tents under thatch roofs were attractive, although I found it annoying to have to zip oneself in and out all the time. At night anybody who wanted to (and there were always night-watchmen walking about), can look into the tents, so no privacy. The shared eco-loos were a bit of a way from the tents, and for someone who needs to get up in the middle of the night, that really is not ‘luxury’. The little paraffin lamps are certainly not effective enough to allow for bedside reading. Alex’s sister is a very good cook and her food is beautifully presented. When one knows that it is all cooked in a kitchen with no electricity and small lamps only over charcoal fires, it is a miracle! A pity that the lack of variety means one is generally given sea-food and rice for most meals. But the young English staff members were lovely and it was a pleasure to chat to them. I managed to do some book-swaps and taught the kids how to play Robbery Rummy. However, one does not have the option of refusing to pay $41 for the local school books etc. and all outside activities are heavily charged for. Just the 4-hour lift to Pemba (customers were being taken to the airport) cost me $65 whereas the trip in a local truck would have been about $5 at most. But I enjoyed the relaxing atmosphere, swam naked straight from my tent and snoozed happily in my hammock in the afternoon.

Alex is a marvel and speaks Portuguese. It was only when I was finally on my own that the reality of my isolation struck! I am hopeless at languages and was totally lost in a country where everyone speaks Portuguese. Having walked for hours in the heat and humidity of Pemba (the Commonwealth War Graves are interesting as the deaths of many British and South African WW1 soldiers who died in 1918 are meticulously recorded and their graves attended whilst there are only memorials which state that 41 Africans and 21 Indians also died), I decided to consult my map. Needless to say, I was too tired to be alert and my small rucsac was stolen from next to me. Big disaster in many ways, but fortunately neither a passport nor credit card disappeared. However, after trying with hand-signals for two hours to get the police to give me a statement for Insurance purposes (I was constantly pushed to the back of the queue and only later did I realize it was because I did not have money for a bribe), I gave up on getting such niceties. Moz. began to be a not-so-friendly-place… How soon prejudices evolve when one cannot sit down to a decent conversation! The Mozambiqueans are perfectly friendly but far more reserved than other African nations so far. It was a pleasure not to be hassled continuously and to be regarded as ‘ordinary’ human beings instead of beings needing extra attention.

I spent two nights on the Ilha de Mocambique, a small island of 7000 inhabitants, 3.5km from the mainland. It is reached via a single-lane bridge. This was once an important trading island and the original capital city of Mozambique before Lorenzo Marques (Maputo today) took over at the end of the 19th century.. Today it is a rather neglected town of crumbling Portuguese buildings and an active reed-hut fishing community. The whole is a UNESCO World Heritage Site which will begin to be tidied up in February and its delightful charm lost forever, I suspect. Local lads acted as Guides for two afternoons and otherwise I enjoyed exploring the Fort and Museum with their own Guides. I just mention this because it was so good to speak English! Impressive is a little church which is the oldest European building in the southern hemisphere. And I was amused in the Portuguese cemetery to see a 4m high cement dhow as a memorial over someone’s grave.

The Zambezi floods had started and my original intention of wanting to follow the coastline in September before the rains, meant that I had to divert towards the western border. It was good to hear about the way the local authorities had learnt from the 2000 floods and were coping extremely well without foreign help. In 1967 Janice and I had hitch-hiked up the coast from South Africa, so it was not as though I was missing anything…just endless bush. This way I could indulge in one of my loves; a train journey. A 4-hour drive inland was Nampula, a largish city (tar roads and grid-pattern streets with even a museum) which is the start of a train journey to Cuamba. The train did not disappoint. It left at 5am and was only about 5 hours late that afternoon so that the connecting truck, on which two US Peace Corp boys and I clambered, would have been traveling half the night in the dark. In Moz. the adage of ‘always room for one more’ really applies and we were in a precarious position to start with when Hans fortunately insisted that we stop the truck and get off as Peace Corp rules said ‘no traveling in the dark’. We jumped off, found a hotel and left early the next morning for Lichinga where the boys were settling in as teachers for the next two years. Once again Moz. proved a first for me in the bed-bug stakes….And I have slept in worse conditions!

After three nights of Peace Corp luxury (well, no electricity for two nights, water in a bucket and sleeping on the floor) and conversation in English, I set off once again to fight with my lack of Portuguese. The plan was to get to a small port on Lake Niassa (called Lake Malawi in Malawi) where I could catch the Ilala Ferry to the Malawi side of the lake. 8km north of this landing place is a simple set of thatched bungalows by a quiet beach which is an ideal place from which to await the arrival of the Ilala in three days’ time.

Stepping out of the lake after a swim, I greeted Drew, who was standing next to his mud-covered 4x4 with sleeping tent on top. Originally Zimbabwean, he lives in Canada and works seasonally, so spends 51/2 months a year traveling through Africa. We shared drinks and food and decided the next day to drive north to an even better isolated beach nearly opposite Likoma Island. The latter is another favourite tourist island of charm and history. The track was a real challenge and it had obviously not been used by a vehicle for many a moon. We later found out that visitors to this particular isolated beach are collected by canoe from a town to the north. But it was worth the effort and the unexpected visitors (no-one had been for many weeks) were soon treated royally (or at least our huts were furnished with bedding and nets) and Drew created a good meal from his supplies. We planned to have fresh fish the next day when staff could be summoned; except that it began to rain early in the morning and the fear of flooding in the little hardly-passable streams was incentive enough to send us scurrying back without breakfast. The dreaded wooden ‘bridge’ was confronted and after due planning, Drew set off to cross it and suddenly spurted forward as the rotten tree-trunks collapsed below the back wheels. Relief! Two hours to do 10km…

As Drew was going to the Malawi border the next day anyway, I accompanied him there and must admit that I was very pleased to get to a country where they could speak my language….How arrogant can one get?!

Time was running out for me. We had enjoyed the best, non-touristy beaches on the lake, I had been to Malawi before and there was no requirement to dissect fish, so Malawi became a stepping stone for Zimbabwe. Drew was meeting friends and I went to Lilongwe, the 'garden capital' of Malawi. One can fly out from there.....

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

THE ROT SETS IN



INGRID, PETE AND SALLY



By that I mean that all my good intentions went out of the window andI indulged for the next months in butter, cheese, milk and processedmeat to such an extent that I needed to return to Africa very quickly to regain areasonable body shape! Apart from food over-indulgence, there was film, theatre, opera,ballet, art galleries and so many wonderful friends and restaurant meals tofit in! Clean water which one marvels at and cannot countenance beingso pristine, is plentiful and safe to drink, even from a toilet! Thepavements (sidewalks) are clean and smooth, electricity is alwaysavailable, new-fangled hand driers in some toilets are super-efficient andeco-friendly, loo paper can be found everywhere, shops stock a greatvariety of things they encourage you to buy, transport is driven by theclock and timings are in minutes, not hours... Yes, culture shock but also wonder at how quickly the world changes.

After only 18 months away, I find the UK citizens being encouraged tobe hardy outdoors. It started on 1st July and they are slowlyentering winter with huddles of people puffing at cigarettes where there is nonotice to ban them from such anti-social activity. The pubs haveadapted and now they are producing very expensive, energy consuming outdoorheaters for their smoking customers and a new word has been coined:smirfing. If you do not want to loose the friendship of your smokingfriends, you have to join them outside pubs and restaurants wheresmoking and flirting have become the norm. In Yorkshire they are trailing the acceptability of mini-bananas (myfavourite) to the British who so far have only known Fyffe’s and Geestuni-size ones. Do people know that there are even bananas with pips? Traffic wardens now use timed digital cameras to record one'smisdemeanor. No excuse or argument tolerated! Ruth in The Archers has breast cancer and Liz Hurley is married.

Poor (?) Heather McCartney-Mills tried to explain to people that 18%of greenhouse gasses come from the dairy industry, for which she wasbooed (ok, she was not too clever in her comparative examples). But sheechoed my oft-quoted mantra that milk is for baby cows and that we canget calcium from many other eco-friendly sources. However, the DairyIndustry is so entrenched in its powerful industry and ‘education of themasses’ that these cries for sense are just ridiculed by the majority. My recent indulgence shows how I am but a product of my upbringing……
People would ask me; 'But what do you DO in Africa?' There is no adequate reply. I am not bored. As C. McCullers says in ' The heart is a Lonely Hunter’; The soul rots with boredom. Just watching the world go by or talking to people about their lives and aspirations is reward enough. Having the time to indulge in 'Me-Days' with books one would often never contemplate reading but might have to due to a dearth of reading matter, is always a challenge and surprising delight. One sleeps a lot...or at least I do as I do not generally go out to Reggae parties or clubs...and scientific research is confirming that adequate amounts of sleep really are necessary to ward off health problems. And of course I do not have stress, so can just enjoy being alive. That is reward enough.

In England I was reading again about how you can invest in Africa,but it is with the proviso; ‘African Funds are only for the most gung-hoof investors, who can afford to take a long term view and risksubstantial losses’ (Sunday Telegraph Oct. 28 2007). It does not encourage meto even try to invest my own money while I am here when locals see oneand immediately stick out a hand for money. I persist in loving theplace nevertheless. And my opinionated remarks can rile and activateyour conscience. Come and see!
Sam Kiley, in a TV film called Genocide’s Children (Channel 4 Nov.9th), warned that Rwandan exiles are being reared for a new genocide.(Glad to have my own feelings confirmed) To come to the end of my cynicism, let me just quote a recent OxfamReport: War in Africa has cost the continent at least 280billiion US$ in15 years- as much as the amount given in international aid over thesame period... 38% of the world’s armed conflicts are being fought inAfrica. And what I was very disheartened to learn is that about 95% of AK47s in Africa came from the West.
The winter cold set in and Ingrid had a daughter, called Sally, on 20th October. Thus I am now a grandmother.

Back in Zanzibar (direct flight now with Ethiopian Air). I am inmy little hotel which is much used by resting Volunteers. And I am once again being entertained by the same old story of corruption and mis-management and inefficiency by not only the African locals, but the good people from the West who come here to ‘leave a mark’ I suspect.

I shall indulge in being in Zanzibar and try to give more of my thoughts and unsubstantiated opinions while waiting to move on. Christmas in South Africa is to be avoided only because I do not want to intrude on family celebrations.


But to any of you who might be reading, I sincerely wish you a


VERY HAPPY FESTIVE SEASON

and a lot of

GOOD CHEER FOR THE NEW YEAR

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

THERE IS ALWAYS ROOM FOR ONE MORE

BOATS SERVICING THE LIEMBA



PERDITA AND HILDA OUTSIDE THE LIEMBA FIRST-CLASS CABIN


The above statement is no joke. Many a time when I despaired at a vehicle ever getting one more person into a non-existent space, bodies would miraculously form and reform and the person is somehow accommodated!

During my three-week whistle-stop tour of some parts of Tanzania which I still wanted to see, there was a lot to get into a few days:


Buses, Boats, Bicycles and Breakdowns
Catamarans, Chatting and Climbing
Waiting, Walking and Talking
Taxis, Trains, Planes, People and Patience
Roads, Railways, Refugees and Robberies
Death, Daladalas and Dust........

As a traveller I do not make arrangements beforehand, thus leaving the adventure to take its own shape. This chapter is an illustration of just how such a little trip can include so many elements. They were all unplanned and rewarding!

The overnight fast-ferry catamaran to Dar es Salaam from Zanzibar suited me. There were many young back-packers taking the cheapest option and, once the ferry had left Stone Town at 10pm, foam mattresses were brought out and we slept on them or the luxury settees in the vast lounge. I never understood how a trip which normally takes 90 minutes could now take 8 hours.

In Dar, after 21/2 hours of negotiating at the Central Line Railway Station, I managed to secure a ticket for a connecting bus to Dodoma (already two months after the promised re-opening of the train line) and a train to Kigoma where I could then get a boat going south along the eastern shores of Lake Tanganyika. Only after all this was I told that the boat in question, MV Liemba, would only be travelling south a few days after my arrival and that I could not make an earlier connection. "But if you go to Mbeya, you can make a south/north connection. We do not know when that boat or train will leave". I cancelled my hard-fought-for-ticket, took a daladala to the Tazara Railway station far out of town and stood in a queue. There are trains three times a week. Chozella was only reconfirming her booking and we started to chat. She is Zambian and had just returned from her honeymoon in Nairobi. "My husband, Patrick, is looking after our bags and the train leaves in 40 minutes". When I finally got to the end of the queue, there was a ticket available! A hasty rush outside to buy food from hawkers and I caught the train! Over the last two months I had been told that there was no food on the train because the contractor was not making money. But, without notice, the situation had changed and the buffet car was providing food and drinks. This was a good place to gather for meals and long chats.

I was a great pleasure to have a 'power-shower' on board too! One gets so used to little trickles of water and this was efficient and refreshing. I have never had a shower on a train before and was very impressed. The fact that the train is 'always late' and has inexplicable stops is not reason for concern...just Africa. It was built by the Chinese when the idea of infiltrating Communism into the heart of Africa via Zambia was very prevalent. But maintenance is another matter...

In my compartment was Jennifer, a journalist from the USA who lives in China and has been travelling about Africa, gathering information on the effect of the Chinese presence. The journey was 24 hours long and we joined Chozella and Patrick for lively discussions. Patrick has a stature and strong presence to go with it. Had the British Colonialists not killed off his great-grandfather, he would have been king of a prominent tribe (I forgot which) from the Malawi/Zambia border area.

In Mbeya I 'picked up' a young man out of the usual selection waiting to meet mzungus off the train. Lucky walked me to my chosen Missionary Hostel on the outskirts of town, although he found it a bit strange that a mzungu actually preferred to walk the 6km. The next day he met me early and without being asked, took me the long but more interesting way into town. At one stage we passed the local prison where smiling and very friendly prisoners beckoned us to come inside and see their work. There were none of the usual guarded gun-wielding formalities and only after our visit did we sign the visitors' book. Men were busy making furniture, baskets and other items which are then sold to the public. The large vegetable garden with a great variety of plants is the best I have seen in Africa and I never once thought that I should be wary of the sharp knives and pangas being wielded about. The men get warm shelter, three meals a day, companionship and interesting work to do. Why should they want to escape?

We booked into a central hotel then went to buy a bus ticket for early the next morning. This became a farce as two English-speaking men outside the bus operator's office organised the ticket for me. The assistant inside handed it over and only after they had disappeared into the crowds and I queried the price, did I see that the ticket quoted 10,000/- instead of the 15,000/- I had paid. The hapless assistant could not help and the owner returned just then. He explained how I and his assistant had been duped and all the people in the teaming confusion of the bus station soon managed to find the 'culprits' and divest them of 5,000/-. Honour was re-established.

After this exercise we took a minibus to an area south of Mbeya. Ngozi Peak is a crater lake known for its beauty and local legends. Once the necessary Park Fees were paid and we had walked and climbed for 2 hours, our reward from the 2,629m high rim certainly proved worth the effort. Far in the distance below is a clear lake of cold water with no outlet. Two Dutch girls who had done their volunteering and were now on the usual mini-holiday before returning to college, had climbed up without a guide and were extremely pleased to see us. They had contemplated going down through the thick bush to cool off in the lake, but the remnants of fear at being lost or the stories about the lake and its equivalent of Loch Ness Monster, had restrained them. They gladly returned with us through the thick tropical forest .

Lucky had studied art for 4 years in Bagamoyo (famous for its art college) and now shares a shop with his artist brother where he sells his Tinka Tinka-style art. However, we were back too late to visit the shop and of course I was convinced that I shall return to Mbeya and see him and the shop again. But it never happened. One can never make such plans on my kind of journey.

One leaves in the dark of 4.30am and needs to keep to main roads rather than the short-cut paths to get to the bus stop. Too many warnings about thieves....The bus ride to a connecting town called Sumbawanga was the usual crowded and bumpy ride. We arrived late (what is new?!) and I just managed to find the one and only bus which would take me to Kasanga where I might just catch the once-a-week appearance of the Liemba. I knew it had already left the Zambian border town of Mpulungu. Only after we arrived in the dark and I was convinced that we had missed the boat, did the driver assure me that the boat would not leave without his passengers. Relief! This lengthy day of bumpy bus rides really put me off the thought of repeating it soon. Now for some smooth chugging on the world's second longest and second deepest lake.

'Of course' the boat was later than the advertised time. For the next 50 hours it would not depart from any of its moorings until the last passenger or bag of rice or fish was safely stored aboard. The system works. No one would believe this when viewing the utter chaos which each stop seemed to bring forth.

The parts for the 71m long and 10m wide cargo boat MV Liemba were built in 1913 in Germany and then transported overland for 1500miles from the East Coast to Lake Tanganyika. Here they were assembled in 1914, just for the boat to be scuttled in 1915 by the Germans rather than be left to the English who were mandated to take over the area known as German East Africa. It was re-floated in 1922 and refurbished in 1970 to take up to 600 passengers. It has travelled up and down the east coast of the Lake ever since. However, in the early 1990s, as Mobutu was being overthrown in Zaire, the Liemba was used to ferry 75,000 refugees across the lake from Zaire to Kigoma. Today the same weekly schedule applies, but instead of a rest in Kigoma on Tuesdays, it crosses the lake once again with 500 returning Democratic Republic of the Congo (the new name for Zairre) refugees, only to start its circular trip again on a Wednesday.

There are no more jetties or quays for the Liemba to moor to between Kasanga and Kigoma and it has to slowly chug into an area near a village, whether it is day or night. Once the engines are switched off, a blast of the hooter and suddenly the water around is alive with small and large paddle or outboard motor boats. Depending on the size of the nearby villages or the seasonal crop, anything from 10 to 30 boats could arrive for servicing. A new law has forbidden these small boats to wait less than a km. from the expected stop because of accidents in the past. So a dead-calm sea without a boat in sight suddenly becomes a hive of activity with each boat wanting to be on either side of the Liemba for the loading on and off of passengers or the storage of cargo. The latter is usually large baskets or plastic bags of dried fish or, as was the case when I travelled, sacks of rice. It was the rice season and I could not believe how much was being produce in the hinterland! The sacks weigh 110k each and by the end of this slow but efficient way of transporting the annual crop, we had hundreds of them on board. Many were of course brought by small dug-out boats as well as larger motorised ones. There is an efficient crane on board and while some large nets are being filled with bags, other boats might have their cargoes being lifted or getting into position for their turn next. Everything seems so chaotic, but only after a long time did I realise that there was somebody meticulously recording each item that was being stored in the hold or on the deck. The Tax-man is always present!

One evening it was very exciting to see two rival boats resolve their little differences. A boat with about 4 oars was bearing down upon us when an outboard-motor boat shot past and rammed into the Liemba. This was certainly not fair play and the 'captains' very quickly stripped off shirts and the most exciting boxing/wrestling match you can imagine took place. If a film fight had been choreographed to show such a fight, it could not have bettered it. The men, weakly being separated by others but always breaking free would lash out and wrestle amongst the bags, passengers and boats. Not once in this beautiful fight did they loose their balance and no-one else fell into the water despite the two boats rocking from side to side. Honour was finally restored when all the passengers had disembarked and not one wanted to embark. So they each lost out on return customers...

I have never yet seen a wooden boat without water sloshing in the hull. When these boats are built they have a certain area in the design especially for the bailing out of water. Thus each boat often has a little boy as oficial bailer. On this lake the flat oars are very long and pointed, but just as efficient as any curved oar I have seen.

My first-class cabin was extremely comfortable and I found myself singing with happiness. Well, if you can call the dreadful sound eminating from my throat....

There were four of us who soon became a 'unit' through chatting or eating meals together.

Perdita is German and had been working for an NGO in Namibia. She had hoped to arrange to set up an Eco/Cultural-Tourist enterprise which would encourage the local, marginalised people to make an effort to earn some money. But they were not interested and found it easier to just drink away the day. She was thankfully in agreement with me about the relative uselessness of trying to impose Western-style projects on people who will not be able to maintain them on their own....

Jose is Spanish and nearing my age. He has business in Spain and the USA and travels there briefly every month. Magically, the rest of the time he spends in Africa and has done so for the last three years. He has a vehicle with which he has covered just about every country in Africa, or he just takes transport like this boat trip. There are no roads in Central Congo. I would have given much to be able to do his recent 8-day Congo River trip on one of six barges in convoy. There were about 200 people all told and an ox was slaughtered every day. The reassuring thing is that he has promised that I can join him whenever I am free. Something to look forward to!

Mark is Swiss and an Executive Chef with absolutely no pretensions. He has cooked all over the world and is on his way to Manila where he will be in charge of a luxury Hotel with inter alia 15 staff-chefs alone below him. I never realised that these large organisations obviously have to feed their staff as well... But Mark was not a happy man. He was recovering from his 'African experience': He had been head-hunted to run the catering of a 5-star hotel on an island on the lake. Financiers had backed the building operation, but the people who were to run the place were totally incompetent and inexperienced and had no idea about what constitiutes 'service' for clients. Instead of a helicopter, the clients are flown to the nearest mainland airstrip and then subjected to three hours of the kind of roads I am only too familiar with. The kitchen did not have adequate supplies and the facilities generally were very poor for the 1000 $ a day service paid for. He did not renew his probationary contract and left when there were no more bookings at this time of the year which is the height of the tourist season.

We also met and often chatted to Matteus, a Benedictine priest who wore ordinary clothes and had been sent to Germany to study. He learnt to speak the language within three months! I really admire the African ability to learn languages. He and Perdita could indulge in German.

The charm of looking down from one's deck upon the heaving mass of Africans below is that it is so very colourful and full of humour. We learnt that a man had died on the boat and so, when we docked in Kigoma and everyone wanted to get off at the same time, I was very moved to see this active mass of people all stand still in respect whilst the body was carried off and the relatives allowed to follow. Then the orchestrated chaos erupted with everyone trying to get off at the same time. Yet again, not an item dropped into the water.

Kigoma. Matteus was home, but, after our late arrival in the dark, he kindly helped us to get a taxi which took us to a local Mission Hostel where the other three would be leaving from the next day. Or so we thought.

Perdita had booked a bus to take her to Uganda and she successfully departed. The boys were to get a train very early that morning and were there on time, but the train only left at 11am, just to turn back after about a kilometer. They were so fed up with the train that they gave up and booked their respective busses for the next morning. I had always intended to stay a day or so and then return via the next train two days later. When I tried to book a ticket, I was told that there were none available. This was after a delightful hour-long queueing and chat to Arthur who is involved in Adult Education through the Radio. Many people have radios where there might not be electricity for TV coverage, so these tapes are ideal learning tools. The funding is from a Costa Rica-based Foundation and students pay for their books only. The 20-minute tapes are distributed to registered students and they can take a National Examination. It is hoped that these radio classes can eventually go on air for anyone to listen to. Thus queues are not a burden but an interesting way to pass the time and learn about the country.

While the boys sat and fumed on the train that first day, I had hired a bicycle from a young man who repaired bikes. He was totally bemused and borrowed one off a friend, changed a wheel with a bulging tyre and quoted an arbitrary figure. When I gave a deposit with the payment (based on what I had paid in Zanzibar and which pleased him greatly) and said I wanted it for 24 hours, this was a bit difficult to understand, but he was happy. The next day, when I wanted to hire it again for another day, I could not. His friend wanted it back.

Dr. David Livingstone had been ailing on the coast of the lake, in a little village called Ujiji. This was the largest settlement along that stretch for many years until Kigoma was chosen as the rail-head. Ujiji, 8km south of Kigoma, subsequently declined and is today a scruffy, rambling town with signs of former Colonial glory in the street layout and established old trees. Livingstone was informed of the imminent approach of Henry Morton Stanley and chose to meet him on 10th November 1871 by the lake shore under a mango tree. Today that lake edge is 70meters away from the two mango trees grafted from the original in 1924. The lake is becoming more and more degraded and the water is not being replenished. When one thinks that the few meters in depth of the top surface of this steeply graded lake holds most of the water, it is a frightening concept.

The small museum is full of interesting facts about the abortive attempts by Livingstone to convert the natives and stop the slave trade, but one can but marvel at his exploring ability in such an inhospitable continent. Stanley arrived with a USA-flag bearer (where were the cameras?!) and Livingstone does not mention the famous greeting. One wonders if the great exagerator, Stanley, did not invent it to make a better story. All Livingstone mentions is the fact that he was now eating three instead of two meals a day. The local guide ("Michael Palin is my friend" - Oct.1991) kindly showed me where the Royal Geographical Society had erected a memorial in 1927 when the importance of the site was recognised. He then gave me a 5-minute mantra about the life and death of Livingstone, much of which I could not understand although it was in 'English'. In the RGS Head Office in London, there is a petrified piece of the tree from Zambia under which Livingstone's heart had been buried.

The bicycle ride to and from Ujiji was just what I needed and the exercise was punctuated with chats to locals, meals/drinks by the roadside and questions asked about the refugee situation. The Congolese (Zaierean) and Burundian refugees had turned the area around Kigoma into the largest refugee population in Tanzania which already has the largest number of refugees in Africa. Part of the UNHCR (United Nations High Commission for Refugees) site is along the road I took and I marveled at the large secondary school where instruction is in French.

Later in the day I cycled to the UNHCR headquarters to try and find out more about the refugee problem. I waited for nearly an hour (I am getting used to timing my waits, but back in England, find it very difficult to justify such time-consuming activities. Did I make an exaggerated mistake? No! The notes in my diary verify it every time...) before I was told to 'come tomorrow, they are at a meeting'. During this wait in the Ptrotection Unit Office, I was amused by one of the three security guards who refused to let me pass their office. The 'traditional build' woman guard had been picking her teeth throughout my waiting period, but near the end, a collegue told her that there was an ant on her collar. She jumped up and down in great agitation and fear, and, with the help of her collegue, managed to flick it off. She really was afraid that it might do her harm. So much for the wild life in Africa. The most common question I am asked on my return to England is "did you see lots of animals?". My reply has to be "no, they eat them all" and I can quote from an email I sent to a friend when visiting Ingrid: The red squirrels have been all over the place, the rabbits, pheasants, partridges and sheep all around the door and a mouse in the bathroom. More wild life than I ever saw in Africa outside the Parks!

Some facts elicited the next day from papers obtained because all members of the 242-strong UNHCR staff (53 internationals) were too busy to see me:
there are currently 273,678 refugees in Tanzania.
the 2007 Tanzania budget is 28,680,000 US $
the camps provide free health care, shelter, education, food, water and sanitation
the local population also has free access to health facilities and schools in the refugee camps
in 2007 it is estimated that 123,000 refugees will be repatiated to DRC and Burundi
Back in Kigoma I bumped into the deservedly angry boys. We discussed supper. I had already explored the expensive hotel complex a few km outside town overlooking the lake on my bicycle and they had taken a taxi there for lunch which was not good. I reccomended another place which I had heard of, which is further down that road. We hired a taxi on the understanding that we pay 10,000 for the ride and 5,00 for an hour's wait. Once there, the place did not do meals and we returned to the usual restaurant in town which we had been patronising. The taxi driver insisted on 15,000 and just could not understand our reasoning: No wait, no money. He angrily denounced us all.

The boys were sorted with buses for the next day, but I was in a quandry:
Do I return on the Liemba and then have that very long and bumpy ride to Mbeya? 4 days
Do I wait for another train a few days hence for either Dar or Mbeya? 4 days
Do I get various buses which would eventually connect me to better roads towards Dar es Salaam? 3 days
Do I get various buses which would go through the Katavi Park towards Mbeya but which are in a very bad state? 2 days
Do I take a 'plane and fly to Dar? 1 day

I enquired about the latter from local airline and travel agencies. No one could tell me how many flights there were on a day, but everyone told me that they were fully booked. "But if you go there and wait, the pilot might let you get on if he thinks he is not too heavy".

I stayed for yet another night in the Mission Hostel and continued interesting conversations with Emile and Jane.

Emile works for the Jane Goodall Institute and of course her 47yr+ research island, Gombe Stream National Park, where chimpanzees are still being studied, is a boat-ride away. Sorry, I never knew this before I came here, but it is so easy to be arrogant about my new-found knowledge! Anyway, Emile is involved in the 'Roots and Shoots' programme which give the local inhabitants schools, education, healthcare and so on in order to encourage them to leave the chimps alone. They are a popular bush-meat food. He was flying off to a meeting in Dar the next day.

Jane and her collegues from Dar, who preferred to stay in more up-market acomodation (she liked the attached church), had driven the 1500km from Dar. They work for the Government Food and Drugs Agency and have not been in the area since 2003. On the first day they went out and visited a few pharmacies and private hospitals. Two were instantly closed down (a patient in the dirty backyard of a clinic was sent to the local hospital) and many such medical establishments had their drug supplies confiscated. The next day, not surprisingly, most of the drugstores were closed. The team hid and waited for about 30 minutes. The owner of one pharmacy arrived. They pounced and found that most ot his drugs were either out of date, illegal or sub-standard. All shelves were cleared and there was much wailing and knashing of teeth. That day they closed down a few more places, but the message had been taken on board in the area and the Govt. officers had done their job. Jane hopes that they can get the funding to return more often, as the same senario will need to be repeated pretty soon.

Very early the next morning I walked a few km to the local fish market. There were no returning fishing boats as it was the time of the full moon and catching fish is less successful. I watched the moon set in glorious orange colours and at the same time, with the same glorious orange colours, the sun rose. Magic!

After breakfast, with nothing else to do, I took a minibus to the spot nearest the turnoff for the airport. It was a long walk as people usually take taxis, but I revelled in the remoteness and surprise of the locals when they saw this strange mzungu with a small rucsac walk down the road. Eventually, along the perimiter fence, I met John who is in charge of the whole airport. He told me to continue walking and that I would find a kiosk with drinks and food and somewhere to sit. This was about 11am and the sun was hot and I had not bothered to bring along any water. I found the airport, I found a spot of shade, I found all kinds of notices, I found profound silence. What I did not find was a supply of water, a supply of food, a seat or a person to talk to. The notices intrigued me with their dire warnings:

Kigoma Airport Regulations:
Going through gate onto tarmac area: 100,000/- or 1year or both
Parking in front of terminal: 20,000/- or 3years or both
Restricted to Public Areas only: 1,000,000/- or 1year or both
Speed limit 15kph: 20,000/- or 3years or both
"Not allowed to be seen at Airport Area more than 6 o'clock": 1,000,000/- or 1year or both
I am not quite sure why I can get 3 years in prison if I park in front of the entrance, but only one year if I enter a restricted area or am seen at Airport Areas after 6 o'clock.

At about 1.30pm a kind gentleman arrived to open up the airport facilities. He had no idea about if/when there would be 'planes that day, but I could buy some chemically manufactured fruitdrink and a packet of dry biscuits with similar chemicals. He provided me with a chair.

At about 3pm some people arrived and then there was movement and noise. A local Tanzanian 'plane finally arrived at about 4pm and people were processed into a waiting area. Just before the 'plane was to take off, I was told that I could get on. I hastilly paid about 350 US$ cash (cash is a requirement, I was told), was given a boarding pass and was pushed through the security. My knife showed up and I was told that it would be given to the pilot who duly returned it to me after the 3-hour flight. Just for the record, when I flew out of Dar on Ethiopian Airways, I had forgotten that I had a whole handful of steel medical dissecting tools in my rucsac which I was going to leave in transit in Addis Ababa. I asked them to please do as the Tanzanian airline had done, and to give them to the pilot. This was graciously agreed to and, while fastening my seat-belt before takeoff, a sewardess came to me and handed back all these incredibly shartp knives, blades, scissors, tweezers and other diverse objects which could cause mayhem in the hands of a few 'terrorists'.

Back on that small 'plane I realised that I had fallen victim to a robbery. What a clever scam! There were plenty of empty seats. But this way, I had not been issued with a ticket, my name had not been recorded and I might as well not have boarded that flight.

Back late that night in Dar, I walked the streets and felt the need to be careful. But there was no need, although it did remind me of the time in the 1960s when I lived in Johannesburg's Hillbrow area. Today it is notorious for being one of the most dangerous places in South Africa. Then it was a mixed area of great charm, although not of the safest. It was about 4am and I was walking to my flat from the nearby airport terminal when a man approached me from ahead. He asked if I knew where the local hospital was. I told him that he was walking in the right direction and he thanked me, saying that he had been stabbed and wanted the knife removed. As he walked away I saw the knife protruding from his back....

Bagamoyo, 11/2 hours' travel north of Dar, used to be the main town on that part of the East African coast. All expeditions to the hinterland finally went through this town although the main port of exit was Stone Town on Zanzibar. This has always puzzled me as the latter is on an island 50 miles (80 km) away and one still has to cross water to get to the mainland. However, Bagamoyo was marginalised in 1891 when a rail-head was created at the new port and capital city of Dar es Salaam. So why visit this town? No reason. It is dusty and neglected with German-era colonial buildings in disrepair. There is no real industry and the fish-market seems very lack-lustre. It reminds me of a village in Greece in which I once spent some time. This was in 1964 and the little village of Monomvasia on an island off the eastern Peloponese coast, was a totally deserted place apart from one American artist and his wife who lived in a refurbished house. One approached it via a bridge, but the economic situation was such that locals could not make a living and the children had emigrated. I lived in a deserted lighthouse on the far side and could walk about naked and snorkel to my heart's delight. Today I am sure that it is a thriving town. Bagamoyo needs to reach that stage and currently struggles with a few rough art galleries which reflect its main claim to fame; the local Art College.

Walking from the Bagamoyo bus station towards the hotel which I had chosen from my guidebook, I passed a man repairing bicycles under a tree. Yes, it was unusual, but he could rent me a bike for 24 hours. Just then a man on a bike came past. John could speak English and was willing to help me find my way. My choice of hotel turned out to be very expensive and John knew of another one nearby which was a third of the price with exactly the same facilities. This is where one's reliance on locals really pays off! As John was on a borrowed bike and had some classes to attend to (he is a teacher), we arranged to hire a bike for him for the afternoon. I spent three hours cycling alone around the town and came to the conclusion that it is really not worth a visit although there were defamed Information Boards outside the old buildings which could give some idea of what a bustling and important town it had once been. John and I met up and cycled out of town to the Holy Ghost Catholic Mission. It has a very good museum about the area, its industries and of course, the 19th century Expeditions which caught the imagination of those people at home who were unable to face the unknown of Darkest Africa. White men who came to Africa were either Missionaries, Explorers or Traders. Unlike Africans who only walk when they are going somewhere specific, these strangers walked in circles for no certain purpose. The word Mzungu is Kiswahili and it comes from the meaning 'walking in circles'.

The thing that the Mission is famous for, is the chapel where Livingstone's body was laid before being taken to Zanzibar en route to London. His two faithful servants, only one of whom could be regarded as truly converted to Christianity (what a waste of energy for all those years of deprivation in the bush!), had carried his dessicated body from a village in what is now Zambia to this town. It now lies buried in an honourable space in the nave of Westminster Abbey. And Stanley, having initially been recruited to find Livingstone, went on to do many mysteriously unacceptable things in Africa.

Being stubborn, I did not want to return to Dar es Salaam and to then travel north-east to the Usambara Mountains on the accepted route and tarred road. Why not cut straight west and join the main road there? A daladala was going to the village at the cross-roads, I was told. By the time we came to a stop, it was still 40km from the main road and the driver told me that he was not going further. I was laughingly told that he had a girlfriend in the village. One over-full truck with no room for me (my desperate plea of 'there is always room for one more!' went unheaded) passed and after 30 minutes of no traffic and a setting sun and nowhere to stay, I accepted the offer of a ride on a motorcycle. We only came off once on that dreadfully uneaven road and the driver skillfully managed to keep the bike upright! I scrambled up the slope, he manouvered it through the grass onto the road and we set off again with a nervous giggle. At last, in the dark, we arrived at a place where there is a tar road, shops/eating places and a mangy hotel/guest house but is more likely, a brothel.

The next morning was very frustrating as all the overfull daladalas and buses from Dar rushed past. We were too close to the city for any passengers to disembark and they would not even stop for a mzungu when the conductor was already hanging out of the door. Kind souls did eventually flag down a bus for me and it was only after I was squeezed in that I realised that they were demanding money. But by then we were already moving and I could not reach my purse.

Another bus-change and we were off the tourist road to Arusha and into the Usambara Mountains. It is always a great pleasure to enter mountainous country and I was very pleased to know that I would be walking amongst this range of unspoilt fertile hills and valleys for the next few days.

In the town of Lushoto, there are two rival Eco/Cultural Tour organisations. Rivalry is fierce, but the Guide I chose had the best English I could hear and helped me find a good hotel (no doubt to receive the usual commission). It might be unfair on the other Guides, but it may also just make a point. Said understood this and a few days later, we discussed the profession of Guiding and he could readily understand what I was talking about. We had often 'bumped into' and spent two nights together with a delightful, erudite and unprejudiced Israeli tourist called Guy who had a Guide from the rival outfit. The latter could hardly speak a word of English and Guy was quite frustrated to hear Said and I endlessly talking whilst walking.

We discussed the plants and trees and he took me through various farm lands (the area is famous for its potatoes grown in the valleys), to spectacular viewpoints with Kilimanjaro in the distance, a local village market, to watch the sun set, to eat farm-produced cheese and bread with salads (to die for after a diet of local foods for so long!), to a woman's co-operative pottery and so on. At the latter place, despite the good demonstration of pot-making for which they are paid, Guy and I both refused to buy badly-made clay animals which the children were trying to sell us at exhorbitant prices. Said did not think he could modify this behaviour because most tourists just feel sorry for them and happily pay over the odds. Thus the image of mzumgus being money-suppliers for rubbish continues....

During the first day, Said showed me a chameleon in a bush. Although I had had one as a brief 'pet' many years ago, I knew nothing about them. They are very territorial, extremely difficult to spot because of their rapid camouphlage colour-change and will always be found alone unless they are briefly mating. The bushes have to be quite open and airy, of a certain kind and not close to places where insects will not breed. So a continuous 'chameleon-hunt' took place. After four days we had spotted 32! Well, I had spotted only one......

One day we met a young Masai medicine man. He and Said happily chatted and I asked for a translation of his list of diseases and prices for the cures he carried with him. On the flip side of the list was printed the names in English: Diabetes and Epilepsy cures cost about 7,000/- in Kiswahili, but 85,000/- in English for the same miraculous three-day courses of medicine! This man is one of the many who ride on busses for certain distances and then happily tell his captive audience about his cures or other wonderful potions. I marvel at the volume of sales thus generated.

Days in the mountains came to an end I needed to return to England for a while.

The joy of an overnight flight transit in Addis meant meeting up with friends and eating 'Western foods' in the Hilton Hotel, which I had avoided as much as possible during my travels. The rot set in...